“OMG!! You sound like an uztazah now!! Eee!! I’m afraid to talk to you now!! EEEE! Eh! Don’t start on me drinking and whatnots okay? Takut ku eh!!”
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What did I say?
“If its not meant to be, then its not meant to be. Meaning Allah 
has other plans for you.”
Okay, that was slightly vague. The conversation started with me being UNEMPLOYED. And I stress again,UNEMPLOYED, because everyone is very concern about my state of UNEMPLOYMENT except for me.
I do have plans. I know what I want to do. I am making the effort. The only difference between you and I is that I don’t go around telling people where I am applying and what I hope to get. Because if I don’t get it, you will only mock me and say “Soo..what happen to this plan?”
Why are you looking at me as if I am not making any effort? You forgot that you were once unemployed and were going through the same thing.
Did you forget how you feel then?
Why is everyone on my case?
I have faith in Allah that He will guide me to find a way to support myself in this world.
Don’t put me down just because of my unwaivering trust in Allah .
Allah has been with me all the way and has Guided me when I need guidance the most. Has Protect me when I need protection the most. Allah will not make a liar out of it. He won’t. I have faith in Him more then you ever know.
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Sigh. Give it a rest okay? Give it a rest.
I am human, I get offended when you say things like that.
I do.
Ya Allah , grant me patience and steadfast my Iman against those who wish to weaken my belief in You. Protect me Allah from those who are against You. Guide me through this test of Yours. Ameen.
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